Thursday, February 18, 2010

Adjustments

I am still a mucous machine right now. My body has decided to make all kinds of multicoloured slime and spew it out my nostrils yum.I have that rubbed-raw face thing going on and I am not liking it.

The language thing is getting me increasingly freaked right now too. I am too embarrassed/shy/self-conscience to try and say anything yet - to the point that here I am supposed to be on the speaking part of my lesson and I am putting it off because there are people in the house and they might here me practice. It's very silly I know, but every time I try I feel overly aware of how wrong I sound and I end up making even more mistakes.

I tried doing an online test to see what level I am at, and it is dismally low. I feel like I've learned so many bloody words already but I am still just a beginner. Tried a 20 question A2 test thing and I got around 50%... ugh. I even failed the ultra-beginner 20 question thing the first time, and that's as low as it gets. I think I just suck harsh at languages. It's extremely frustrating when I try to read things because I will recognize the odd word but still have no idea what's going on.

It takes me ages to figure things out even when I know all the words, because I have to re order them in my head and sometimes the same word is used in totally different situations. I can see why people say learning languages helps prevent Alzheimer's now because I am pretty sure some of those unused gears in my brain are trying to start turning.

I am sick though, and I am always dumber when I am sick. Maybe I will learn a little faster when I am better.

I remember at first I was super excited about all the words I could understand compared to when I was in Berlin last, but now all I see are all the unknown words, so my attitude probably has to change too!

In other news, I uploaded the pictures from my point and shoot from Tr-Tr:

Here I am on the bridge

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Floh and I

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closer one of us awwww

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Floh knew a bunch of the Michael Jackson Thriller float

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original Porsche

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The visit to the grandparents! Rene gave them his hairpiece haha

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This is from the after party in the Hall

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fun times eh!

2 comments:

Unknown said...

hmmm do you read these comments? I hope so... if I don't get a reply I shall email. Actually, scratch that, I will just email you.

Lyrafox said...

of course I read them! I don't get too many though so I don't read them every single day :p